Thank you for watching

We watched an old Atwood video yesterday, full of Blue and Jet Skiing, family boat rides and old birthday videos.  You said it was strange to think of my life before you.  I know that feeling; I felt it watching the San Francisco video...  It's a kind of blind jealousy, that somehow, I missed something you really liked.  I want all your memories to be with me.  I know that what we learned before we knew each other helps us now, and that, certainly, without my previous life, my life with you wouldn't seem so sweet.  So, remember when that feeling grabs your stomach, that you are the only memories that are clear now. 

The only ones that really matter.